Thursday, September 29, 2011

Come, Little One, Come...

John 21: 1-14
Jesus Appears to 7 Disciples
In Christ's 3rd encounter after his resurrection, Jesus helps his disciples gather fish and meets them for breakfast.  The disciples do not ask if he is Jesus, they know he is.

Please help me to be more like Jesus' disciples, especially Simon Peter, who upon hearing your name, jumped into the lake to swim to you. Help me to be as trusting as Simon Peter.

Hebrews 4:7-13
Promised Rest for God's People (cont'd)
"Nothing in all creation can hide from him. Everything is naked and exposed before his eyes. This is the God to whom we must explain all that we have done." (13)

There will come a day when we will have to face God and explain our choices.  I want to be able to stand before him, proud.  I want God to be proud of me - proud of the fact that he was able to use me to help others.  I want to be a blessing to others.

Just yesterday, we went to PCRM.  I know that this will be our last bridge to "natural child birth", at least as natural as we can have a baby.  This time the endevour will be IUI with Clomid, a drug to stimulate superovulation.  I do have my doubts.  I believe it's because I don't want to put my trust in Science, but rather in God.  God, I know that if this is your will, I will be pregnant. However, I will not overstress or even think much about it.  This is a worry I will pass on to you.

My heart is very much entrenched in adopting overseas.  Even if I were to be pregnant naturally, I still want to adopt another child.  I can't help, but feel this is coming from you. This trip to Cambodia and Wilson's trip to Vietnam... all of our experiences, though separate, are meaningful insights to your bigger picture for us.  I know you hear my cries and my prayers.  I know they will be answered in your time, not mine. I have been impatient most of my life, working as fast as I possible can.  I equate myself to being crazy rabbit - a true task master.

Someone once told me that my child is out there, I just have to call his/her name, but at the same token, this child must want to also be mine.  So "Child of mine," hear my voice, "It is time to come into this world. Do not be afraid. We will love you as much as Christ loves us."

Wednesday, September 28, 2011

Heaven, A Place of Rest

John 20:19-31
Jesus Appears to His Disciples
In his appearance to them, Christ gave his disciples the power to forgive others, "If you forgive anyone's sins, they are forgiven. If you refuse to forgive anyone's sins, they are unforgiven"(23)

Because Thomas was not with the other disciples when Christ appeared, he refused to believe that Christ showed up. He said," I won't believe it unless I see the nail wounds in his hands, put my fingers into them and place my hand into the wound in his side... Jesus appears 8 days later and says," You believe because you have seen me. Blessed are those who haven't seen me and believe anyways."

I can imagine how ashamed Thomas must have felt. He had no faith... there are many of us like that. The passage goes on to tell us that Christ did more things than is written.  These words were written so that we would come to know and believe in Christ so that we could receive life in Him.  What a beautiful thing!

Hebrews 4:1-6
Promised Rest for God's People
This passage is a reminder that God created Heaven on the seventh day so He had a place to rest.  We, too, are invited to this place if we believe in Him.

So Father, thank you.  Thank you for this place of rest, for it is in this life that we will work tirelessly for you and with you.

Tuesday, September 27, 2011

Encouragement Needed

John 20: 1-18
The Resurrection & Jesus Appears to Mary Magdalene
I can't even imagine what it would be like to witness Jesus after his resurrection. I can imagine myself being Mary, bewildered by the loss of Jesus' body.
  
Hebrews 3:15-19
Those who disobey God will not be allowed to enter Heaven because of their unbelief.

Father, I pray for your encouragement and strength to be the one you need me to be. I am tired and I ask for renewal, physical and spiritual. I went to a Small Group info night and ended up joining a small group today - not sure if it will work, but I have committed 8 Tuesdays starting next Tuesday.

Monday, September 26, 2011

Being a Window to God

John 19:31-42
The Burial of Jesus
Because of Passover, the priests wanted the accused to die quickly asking that their legs be broken.  Jesus was already dead, so they pierced his side watching blood and water flow from his body. Joseph of Arimathea (secret follower of Christ) took down Christ's body and prepared it for burial with Nicodemus.  They buried him in a tomb close to the crucifixion site.

It's amazing how it was prophesized that not a single bone would be broken upon His death...

Hebrews 3:7-14
Jesus is Greater than Moses
This is a passage that reminds us to trust in our Father and to not harden our hearts, but to listen to his voice.

Father you have placed something on my mind and in my heart... gendercide in China.  I cannot believe what I am seeing before my eyes.  You put me on this "fortunate" side of the world for a reason. You gave me "more" so that I could find pleasure in giving to others through you. Father, what you have placed in my heart, I have shared with my students today.  Unimaginable crimes... crimes of humanity... am I more sensitive because I don't have a child of my own.  Father, I can't help but feel that you are calling me to serve in this capacity and in this ministry.  So Father, I pray for your guidance and you wisdom to fight this battle and to see where you want me positioned.

I love the analogy Father Moe shared in his sermon with us yesterday.  We are windows to you - to your greatness.  So when we perform acts, they are in your name, not ours.  We ask others not to look at our accomplishments, but to look through us to see you.  We are windows.  People don't necessarily admire the glass, but the view beyond.

Sunday, September 25, 2011

The Crucifixion

John 19:16-30
The Crucifixion
Pilate had written a sign over Jesus head - Jesus of Nazarethm, King of the Jews.  The priests wanted it to read, "He said, I am King of the Jews" to which Pilate refused. Jesus made sure his mother was taken care of after his death and cried out, "It is finished" when he was ready to give up his spirit.

Thank you Lord for your Son, Jesus Christ.

Hebrews 2:16 - 3:6
Jesus is Greater than Moses
This passage tells us clearly that Moses was a faithful servant of God, but Christ was and is God's faithful son.

Saturday, September 24, 2011

John 19: 1-15
Jesus Sentenced to Death
Brutal... to be crucified by the ones you love, to be beaten by the ones you came to save. Pilate tried 3 times to release Jesus, but failed.  His death was inevitable. It was needed to fulfill his purpose, to ensure we had a chance to be with God after this earthly life.

Hebrews 2:11-15
Jesus, the Man (cont'd)
"Only in this way (death in human form) could he deliver those who have lived all their lives as slaves to the fear of dying" (15)

Thank you, Jesus.  Thank you is definitely not enough.  You have blessed us so abundantly.  Without you, this life would be meaningless for we'd be in Hell.  Thank you for your death on the Cross to rectify our wrongs, our sins, our shame.

Friday, September 23, 2011

Jesus Dies for You and for Me

John 18:28-40
Jesus' Trial Before Pilate
Jesus was brought before the Roman govenor so he could be executed since the Jewish had no authority to sentence anyone to death. Pilate, after questioning Jesus, realized he was no criminal.  He asked the Jewish people if they wanted to have him released on Passover.  To this, they said they would rather Pilate release Barabbas, a known criminal over Jesus.

How sad... very sad...

Hebrews 2:5-10
Jesus, the Man
By God's grace, Jesus tasted death for everyone in all the world. (9)

I am reminded that it is by God's grace I am as blessed as I am.  Father thank you for your continued outpouring of love for me.  I ask that you give me the will power needed to glorify you in all aspects of my life.  Please purge the negative energy from my life, allow me to transform it into something positive... like shedding some much needed weight. 

Thursday, September 22, 2011

Staying Strong and True to Jesus

John 18:15-27
Peter's 3 Denials
This passage reminds me that no matter how devoted we are, we will blunder.  Peter told Jesus how much he loved him and would never deny knowing or following him.  But sure enough, his fear, caused him to deny Jesus 3 times.  I am certain I am guilty of this.  In public, around non-Christians, I fear being ridiculed.  Thus, I have been asking Christ for strength in this area of my life.

Being a teacher, I really value this verse:
I teach nothing in private that I have not said in public. (20)
I must be bold in my teaching and address issues of "religion" in class as students bring them up in a way that would glorify God.

Hewbrews 2:1-4
A Warning Against Drifting Away
This passage, to me, is a reminder that we know and have heard the truth.  If we choose to ignore it, the truth that Jesus Christ died on a Roman cross for our sins so that we could spend eternity with God, then we have drifted away.  We will not be saved, we will be denied our ticket to be God in heaven.

There is an excellent exerpt on this passage in the text. God loves us all, but cannot save us all because he has given us the gift of free will. We can choose between right and wrong, good and evil, God and Satan, and heaven and hell. Anyone who ends up in hell, chose to be there, s/he chose to deny God.  C.S. Lewis writes, "The gates of Hell are locked from the inside"... they choose to stay in Hell...

Father, I thank you for this message and I thank you for today's day of rest.  I ask Father that you give me strength and the power of efficiency to complete my tasks.  I pray that you will continue to give me a heart like yours so that I can overlook the pettiness of people who I work with and allow my love for you shine.  Give me a thankful and forgiving heart.

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

Jesus' Prayer of Protection

John 17: 1-26
The Prayer of Jesus
Jesus prays that we will come to know him and follow him.  He asks for us to be protected from the Evil one.

John 18: 1-14
Jesus is Betrayed and Arrested
Jesus awaits his fate and accepts it bravely.
Philimon 1:8-25
Paul's Appeal for Onesimus
Paul asks for forgiveness on behalf of Onesimus

Hebrews 1:1-14
Jesus Christ is God's Son
Angels are only servants.  They are spirits sent from God to care for those who will receive salvation.  Christ was not an angel. Christ is God's son.

Father, I thank you for the readings today. I pray that you will continue to fill me with your words of wisdom and protect me from the Evil one.

Monday, September 19, 2011

A Beacon of Joy, Comfort and Love to Others

John 16:16-33
Sadness Will Be Turned to Joy
Ask, using my name, and you will receive and you will have abundant joy. (24)
I have told you all this, so that you may have peace in me. Here on earth, you will have many trials and sorrows.  But take heart, because I have overcome the world. (33)

Dear Heavenly Father, thank you for the joy you have provided and blessed me with. I have found peace in you and I have faced some trials and sorrows and thankfully I had you.  Father, I continue to ask, in the name of Christ Jesus, that you will continue to be along side me in future trials and sorrows and I ask that I may soon mother a child as you have modeled a parent's comfort to me.  you have given me great joy in your patience with my husband and giving him peace to move forward and to give his pain and sorrow to you.  I know you are capable of all miracles, Father, I have seen glimpses of your bigger picture for us. So Father, I pray that you will continue to give us wisdom and strength in our faith to follow you to become one of your strongest warriors in this battle of darkness.

Philemon 1:1-7
Paul's Thanksgiving and Prayer
I (Paul) have gained so much joy and comfort from your love because your kindness has so often refreshed the hearts of God's people. (7)
Father, let me be like Philemon.  I want to be able to give joy, comfort and love so others may see you through me.

Sunday, September 18, 2011

Leave Those Who Disagree with God

John 16: 1-15
The Work of the Holy Spirit
When we believe in Christ, the Holy spirit will come upon us and show us the truth and how to live our lives in ways that are pleasing to God.  So Holy Spirit, please work in me so that I can continue to share God's love with all who I meet.

Titus 3:9-15
Paul's Final Remarks and Greetings
Paul tells us not to engage in spirital arguments about whose religion is correct.  These things are useless and not fruitful.  It will only lead to division and confusion.  If the person you are speaking to continues to harass you about your belief, give them no more 2 chances, before you give up on befriending them.  For this kind of friend is not worth having. We are to spend our time helping others who have urgent needs. 

Thank you Father for this message.  I will heed your words of wisdom.

Saturday, September 17, 2011

My 50th Post - My Transformation from being a diluted Christian

Today's posting is a different one.  I am going to share how God has been working to change me.  I'm going to include my reflection.

I first thought about joining Tenth Cambodia mission team nearly 5 years ago.  God had planted a seed in my heart. As the years pressed on I knew I had slowly distanced myself away from him and hearing his voice.  I would say about year ago, I hear God – loud and clear – that it was time… time for a change. At first I thought God would use me to touch someone and make a difference in someone’s life in Cambodia. So much as I enjoyed seeing Cambodia and saw God work  through me to help the people through our medical ministry, I realized God didn’t send me to Cambodia for the Cambodian people, but rather He sent me to heal me and strengthen his bond to me.
In Cambodia, I was reintroduced to the power of prayer.  I witnessed people of faith… for years, my faith was like a dwindling flame. By being around members of our medical team, especially Linda, Patrick and meeting Chom No, I realized that I was prayer deprived. It was in my moments of reflection that I knew I was a “diluted” Christian, meaning that I have been so “washed down” by working with and being around non-Christians. I was filled with negativity… I forgot what it felt like to turn to God for everything. I carried worries and tried to find solutions, when all I needed to do was call on God.
I had been journaling every day in Cambodia and I decided at the end of the trip, I would continue my journaling because I really enjoyed being connected to God. Prior to this trip I committed myself to Practicing the Presence, but I found it difficult… but since coming back I have been spending 15 – 30 minutes every morning reading scripture and blogging about my thoughts and prayers.  I have never felt closer to God and as a result I am better able to hear and see that He has been giving me glimpses of his bigger picture and I am witnessing him answering my prayers... prayers to things I have been praying on and off about for many years.
My greatest fear in coming back from Cambodia was that I would forget the things and lessons God showed me there. I was scared that I would revert back to being a diluted Christian, suckered into our selfish, consumer society. But in our meetings with David Collins, he reminded that changes don’t need to be drastic, changes can be simple.  Changes are internal and meant for God’s eyes. Eventually, others will notice the change because we will naturally through God become more gracious, forgiving and merciful… just like our Father in Heaven.
 So I can say with confidence that I will continue in my morning devotions and my walk with Christ so that Cambodia won’t be a memory but a trip that has changed my Christian practice. 

How has God answered my prayers... through my loving husband.  It is so apparent that this year is a year of change, just as God foretold me.  This is the first time and likely the only time we will ever not  vacation together.  But it was through these 2 separate vacations that God spoke to each of us, so that we could each hear His voice in the ways we needed. So Father I thank you for not only ensuring our safety in these trips, but also our growth in faith through you.  I trust you. Thank you, Lord.

Friday, September 16, 2011

Love Each Other and Show True Humility to Everyone

John 15:1-15
Jesus the True Vine
I command you love each other in the same way I love you. And here is how to measure it- the greatest love is shown when people lay down their lives for their friends. (12,13)

This, I am trying.  I am trying to love the ones who do not care to be loved by me.  I do my utmost to be inclusive and not to be selfish.  But I do know that I need more help in this department for I am far from being perfect.  So Father, I pray for rest in your arms and I pray for energy and compassion for so that I can keep trying to shine your ray of love to them through me.

Titus 3: 1-8
Do What Is Good
We should be gentle and show true humility to everyone. God saved us not because of our good deeds, but because of his mercy. As a sign of our gratitude, we must be thankful and let God work in us as means of thanking His goodness.

Father, I pray that you will allow me to show grace and humility to everyone and allow me to have the patience to greet everyone with a smile.

Thursday, September 15, 2011

Follow the Holy Spirit

John 15:14-31
Jesus Promises the Holy Spirit
In this passage, Jesus tells his disciples that within all believers, is the Holy Spirit, who will give us peace of mind and heart and teach us everything the Father wants of us.  I know this is true as I have personally felt the Holy Spirit touch various aspects of my life and I have felt his presence during worship.

Titus 2:1-10
Promote Right Teaching
"Let your teaching be correct, so that it can't be criticized."(8)
This particular passage is about being a role model to others. Not just forging ahead full speed, but being methodical so as to ensure no one can "back stab" you and allow your mis-step to misrepresent God's goodness.

Father, as I step out to be your servant, please protect me.  Unfortunately, I worry alot, I know to leave these worries at your feet and in your hands.  I ask for your strength and wisdom in these days to come as I know Satan's army will be knocking on my door.

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

Ask and You Shall Receive...

John 14:1-14
Jesus the Way to the Father
"You can ask for anything in my name, and I will do it, because the work of the Son brings glory to the Father.  Yes, ask anything in my name and I will do it." (13,14)

Father, this passage was crying out to me.  Yesterday I asked for rest and strength because my plate has been overfilled with work.  You told me last weekend, my work can be used to honour you.  So I do my work proudly and in your name to bring you glory.  As such, I couldn't get up yesterday to do my morning devotion and last night, I couldn't find 30 minutes either... a poor excuse when I tell you I love you. 

However, in my conversation with my husband, you showed me that you haven't abandoned us, and that you are asking us to just stop... and listen... for you are giving us signs.  You are telling us that we just need to ask and you will provide.  I have this yearning to have children, desire to be a mom and to raise children.  To be honest, I don't really care for being pregnant because I hate being sick and I hate being fat.  I have enough trouble losing the weight I have now sheerly from just aging and dealing with my slower metabolism.
I ended up missing my aerobics class because my instructor's father-in-law passed away... which brings me to recall how precious life is.  Why am I wasting my time being depressed about things I don't have when I should be cherishing what I do have.

Father, you know what is in my heart and you know what is in my husband's. So Father, I ask in the name of Christ Jesus that I can give birth to at least one child of my own fathered by current husband.

Titus 1:1-16
Titus' Work in Crete
"Everything is pure to those whose hearts are pure" (15)
I think this is why I like working with children!  On the flip side, it says that those who are corrupt claim they know God, but deny him just in the way they live...
Father, I pray for a pure heart to radiate your love.

Monday, September 12, 2011

Work is a Blessing from God

John 13:1-20
Jesus Washes His Disciples Feet
"But if I don't wash your feet, you won't belong to me (8)
How true is it that a servant is not greater than the master. Nor are messengers more important than the one who sends them. That is the path of blessing." (16,17)

In reading this I am reminded to be humble.  All people are equal in the eyes of God.  I am no better than my neighbour.

2 Timothy 4:9-12
This passage is about Paul recalling those who left him/forgotten him and those he sent out to continue to preach God's word. Who would I be?  One who loves this life more and forgets how good the Lord has been to me or one who is actively sharing God's love with everyone. 

Yesterday's sermon is how work is a part of our life.  Work is a blessing from God.  Although work has been tainted by sin, work can be used to glorify God.  Because work is such a big component of our lives, it must be treated like a prayer to God, where we actively seek God at work and do things, touch others so others may see God through us.

I know this is something I actively do and yesterday's sermon definitely solidified my intentions and my recent prayers for strength and encouragement.

Sunday, September 11, 2011

Striving to Fight the Good Fight

John 12:37-50. 
The Unbelief of the People
"Lord who has believed our message?  To whom will the Lord reveal his saving power?"  But the people couldn't believe, for Isaiah also said, " The Lord has blinded their eyes and hardened their hearts - so their eyes cannot see, and their hearts cannot understand, and they cannot turn to me and let me heal them." (38, 40)

There were many believers, but they were quiet believers.  They were the ones who silently worshipped God, but wouldn't openly admit their belief because they feared what others thought. "For they loved human praise more than the praise of God."(43) This line hits home for me.  Because I know I am a quiet believer.  I am just coming out of the closet, but at least I am admitting it and I am making a change, taking a stand for Christ.

"I have come as a light to shine in this dark world, so all who put their trust in me will no longer remain in the darkness... I have come to save the world, not to judge it. But all who reject me and my message will be judged at the day of judgement by the truth I have spoken." (46-48)

Yes, Lord! I have seen your glorious light and I am following it as best as I can. I pray Father, that this light will continue to brighten so I don't lose sight of you.

2 Timothy 4:5-8
Paul's Final Words
Paul tells us to keep a clear mind and to not be afraid to suffer for Christ.  Our work is to bring others closer to God.  Our prize awaits us when Christ returns.  I want to be able to say the same words, Paul says: I have fought a good fight, I have finished the race and I have remained faithful." (7)

Saturday, September 10, 2011

The Courage to Say Grace

John 12:20-36
Jesus Predicts His Death
In this passage, Jesus tells the people that the Son of Man will die, so that we can all become children of the light.  His death will bring glory to God.

2 Timothy 4:1-4
Preach the word of God.  Be persistent, wheather the time is favourable or not.  Patiently correct, rebuke and encourage your people with good teaching. (2)
The passage continues with people wanting to follow lies, to follow what is pleasing to their own ears, rather than what is meant by God.  I see this in our acts of selfness and greed.  I'm always seemingly cautious when bringing up God, here I am asked to not do that.  If God is central in my life, He will show himself through me at all times.  I should not be afraid or embarrassed to share my love of Him with everyone...

I should feel OK to pray before my meal in the staffroom... Father, I pray that you give me the courage to do this openly without feeling awkward so that I can do what is right in your eyes.

Friday, September 9, 2011

The Importance of Reading the Bible.

John 12:12-19
The Triumphal Entry
In this passage, the Pharisees see the power of Jesus based on the numbers of people who came to welcome him with palm branches.  This is what we should see - everyone praising God.  We shouldn't see people trying to undermine the beauty Christ brings.

2 Timothy 3:10-17
Paul's Charge to Timothy
"Yes, and everyone who wants to live a godly life in Christ Jesus will suffer persecution.  But the evil people and impostors will flourish." (12,13)
To live a godly life, studying the Bible is necessary for spiritual growth.
The Bible teaches us what is true.  We really don't need to read supporting texts to the Bible... The Bible also shows us that is wrong in our lives and helps us to do what is right.

So Father, I pray for your sense of discipline to submerge in your word every day.  I know this morning, I fell out of my normal routine because I was too tired to get up at 6am and as such am writing out my devotion at this time.

Thursday, September 8, 2011

Evidence that the End is Coming... The Heart of Humanity

John 12:1-11
Jesus Annointed at Bethany
In this passage, Jesus has dinner with Lazarus, whom he has just raised from the dead.  To honour him, Mary used expensive perfume to wash Jesus' feet. Judas was alarmed and scolded her for using the perfume.  Judas said, " It should have been sold and the money given to the poor" (5).  Jesus then says, "Leave her alone.  She did it in preparation of my burial.  You will always have the poor among you, but I will not be here with you much longer." (7) Because so many people were wanting to see and follow Jesus, the Pharisees decided it was time to have him killed.  They also decided to have Lazarus killed since Jesus had risen him from the dead.

This gives me a glimpse of what people via Satan can do to extingish people's faith.  I pray for courage Father.  Yesterday I shared my short 5 minute video to Cambodia with my class.  The is a lot of "Christian" content in there.  I pray for your hand of protection from parents and school board members who may, under the direction of Satan, come and try to "extinguish" my work.

2 Timothy 3:1-9
The Dangers of the Last Days
Wow! This passage is describing how people will act in these days before Christ comes back.  It sounds like the Day is near for his return:
For people will only love themselves and their money. They will be boastful and proud, scoffing at God, disobedient to their parents and ungrateful. They will consider nothing sacred. They will be unloving and forgiving; they will slander others and have no self-control; they will be cruel and have no interest in what is good. They will betray their friends, be reckless, be puffed up with pride, and love pleasure rather than God." (2-5)

We are told to stay away from these people as they will rub off on us. These people have Satan's power and easily harm the vulnerable.

So Father I ask for your shield of protection from these soldiers of Satan. I pray that you will keep me pure and strong.

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

Leading a Pure Life by Building God's Fortress

John 11:47-57
The Plot to Kill Jesus
"Why should the whole nation be destroyed? Let this one man die for the people." (50)
This passage is about how the Pharisees see it is time to kill Jesus because he has performed too many miracles and if word got out, Jewish temples and perhaps all Israelites would be destroyed by the Roman empire.

Jesus did die for the people.  He died for us, not just literally and physically, but so that we could have eternal life with God.  What a blessing that is.  Hallelujah!

2 Timothy 2:22-26
An Approved Worker
Based on the commentary, God wants us to live a pure life. This consists of 4 things:
  1. recognizing our potential to sin
  2. avoiding influences that could inspire lust
  3. pursuing faith, love and peace
  4. spending time with other believers whose hearts are pure.
We must guard our minds, our thoughts. By staying close to the Lord, we will build a strong fortress around our life, making it harder for Satan's arrows of temptation to get through. Father, I thank you for this message and I pray that you will build this fortress around me and guard my mind and my heart (and Alice's too) so that I can serve and glorify you.  Let me, through you, be an inspiration to others to seek you.  Let them not see "me", but you.

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

Being a Soldier of Christ

John 11:30-46
Jesus Raises Lazarus From the Dead
In this passage of Scripture, Mary weeps at the feet of Jesus, saying, "If only you had  been here, my brother would not have died (32)". This is often something I say too, " Why Father, did you let this happen, do you not love me?"

Jesus was moved by Mary's love for his brother and the weeping from bystanders around her.  He tells her to move the heavy stone in front of the tomb and says this: 'Father, thank you for hearing me.  You always hear me, but I said it out loud for the sake of all these people standing here, so they will believe you sent me.'(42) And of course, Lazarus walks out from the tomb.

There have been times and days where I have thought and wondered if the Lord had forsaken me... but in retrospect, I am more appreciative and loving as a result of these challenges God has put before me. So Father, I thank you for your grace and love for me. For there is non like you.

2 Timothy 2:15-21
An Approved Worker
I am reminded to avoid godless foolish discussions that lead to more an dmore ungodliness. This kind of talk spread like a cancer (16,17). How true is this, I think about gossip and how easy it is to get suckered into it.  This is something I need help in.

'The Lord knows those who are his, and those who claim they belong to the Lord must turn away from all wickedness.' (19)
Father, I pray that you will give me strength, wisdom and encouragement to continue to help me serve you in ways that will bring glory to you.  I am excited,  yet scared because now I am going back to work, not only as a good worker/educator, but as a soldier of Christ.

Monday, September 5, 2011

Believe at all costs... a miracle awaits

John 11:1-29
The Death of Lazarus
In today's passage, Martha and Mary (poured expensive oil) ask Jesus to come and heal their brother Lazarus.  Jesus comes 4 days after Lazarus has been buried. Even his disciples question why he is returning to Bethany, Judea for the Pharisees want to kill him.  Jesus assures his disciples that they will be in safe in the "light".  He is greeted by Martha and Jesus asks if she knows Lazarus will rise again.  Martha replies, "Yes, when everyone else rises on resurrection day" (24).
We all, most of us anyways, have shadows of doubt.  I suppose it's human nature.  We don't have the innocence of children, we have the behaviours of sin. I believe in the existence of miracles, yet I am hard pressed to believe that it would happen for me.  For me, it's a means of protecting myself from being heart broken and disappointed, I guess... Father, I am casting my doubts, burdens and worries to you.  I don't want to think about them anymore. I just want to be grateful and satified with what you have blessed me with already.

2 Timothy 2:8-14

A Good Soldier of Jesus Christ (cont'd)
We shouldn't argue over words. Such arguements are useless and can ruin those who hear them. (14) Yes, some really are adament about language.  That's why we have so many types of Christians.  That's something I really couldn't figure out.  Why do we profess to be different if we are all seeking the same thing... eternal life with God in heaven?

Paul shares this lovely saying (11-13):
If we die with him,
     we will also live with him.
If we endure hardship,
   we will reign with him.
If we deny him,
   he will deny us.
If we are unfaithful,
   he remains faithful,
   for he cannot deny himself.

How beautiful this saying is. I pray Father for your continued strength and encouragement to walk the path you have lit for me.  Help me to not get distracted by my earthly desires and things that would disappoint you.

Sunday, September 4, 2011

Pass It On

John 10:22-42
Jesus Claims to be the Son of God
In this passage, Jesus admits to the Pharisees that he is the Son of God.  At this, they begin to pick up stones to kill him.  Jesus then says, " At my Father's direcction I have done many thinkgs to help the people.  For which of one of these good deeds are you killing me?" (32) Jesus uses Scripture to tell them, "So if those people , who received God's message, were called gods, why do you call it blasphemy when the Holy One who was sent into the world by the Father says, ' I am the Son of God?'" (35,36)
I can actually imagine myself being at the temple and overhearing this conversation.  At first, I would believe Jesus was crazy, but when he is able to quote Scripture and open our eyes, providing us with the proof we desire, there is no question that God sent him.

Our society is so hung up on entertainment - stories and movies... all of this has confused our minds.  What is fact and fiction? All these Jesus stories are suddenly moved into the realm of childrens fiction like Care Bears and Barney... what is the fix?

2 Timothy 2:1-7
A Good Soldier of Jesus Christ
Wow!  This passage seems to have addressed my negativity from the last one.  We are to pass on our love and knowledge of Christ to trustworthy people who will also spread the word.  We are asked to endure suffering like real soldiers.  Paul then tells Timothy, " As Christ's soldier, do not let yourseld become tied up in the affairs of this life, for then you cannot satisfy the one who has enlisted you in his army.  Follow the Lord's rules for doing his work, just as an athlete either follows the rule or is disqualified and wins no prize.  Hardworking farmers are the first to enjoy the fruit of their labour... The Lord will give you understanding in all these things." (4-7)

So Father, I thank you for sharing this passage with me to give me encouragement and positive energy to fight your battle. I pray that you will life me up and protect me from those who try to cast shadows of doubt about your goodness and faithfulness.

Saturday, September 3, 2011

The Good Shepard

John 10: 1-21
The Good Shepard and His Sheep

This passage is about Jesus proclaiming that he is the good shepard and we are sheep. "I am the good shepard.  The good shepard lays down his life for the sheep (11)". Jesus tells us that he would not run in sight of a wolf, like a hired hand, but he would gladly lay down his life to protect us.  When the people heard this analogy, there was great division among them.  Some proclaimed that he was possessed by a demon, speaking nonsense, others said he was crazy.  Yet, some believed and said, "This doesn't sound like a man possessed by a demon!  Can a demon open the eyes of the blind?" (21) 
Father, you are one of miracles.  You gave Christ the power to heal the sick, feed the hungry and open the eyes of the blind.  I pray that you will continue to give me the eyes to see and the heart to serve you fully.

2 Timothy 1:15-18
Encouragement to be Faithful (cont'd)

This passage is a letter from Paul to Timothy from prison.  In this part of the letter, Paul reminds us not be ashamed of those who fight for the Lord.  Do not judge those or look down at those who are in prison for the sake of Christ.  Do not forget them, seek them out and support them.  Being a soldier of Christ is not easy. Talk is cheap...

Friday, September 2, 2011

Pain, Suffering and Ridicule is what we will face for God

John 9:13-41
The Blind Man and Spiritual Blindness
When the blind man was no longer blind, he shared this miracle with everyone.  The Pharisees questioned him, asking how could a prophet or the Messiah heal someone on the Sabbath.  The once blind man said," God does not listen to sinners, but he is ready to hear those who worship him and do his will. Never since hte world began has anyone been able to open the eyes of someone born blind.  If thise man were not from God, he couldn't do it." (31-33)
In a conversation between the blind man, Jesus and the Pharisees, Jesus says, " I have come to judge the world.  I have come to give sight to the blind and to show those who think they see that they are blind... for you remain guilty if you claim you can see" (39-41)

In the commentary on this passage, I am told that I don't need special training to share the gospel or my love for Christ and God.  Once we accept Jesus in our hearts, the Holy Spirit will lead us.  Our eyes will be open to things we did not see or feel before.  This world we live in is bound by greed, power and sin - this is Satan's evil world, not God's. 

So Father, I pray for your spirit of protection and I thank you for opening my eyes.  My husband has left on a trip to Vietnam for 2 weeks. We both agreed that all our future vacations must be done together.  It's heartbreaking to be apart even for a few days, let alone 2 weeks... and for this particular summer it will be us being apart for 4 weeks. However, I know that this opportunity arose so that we could both grow closer to you independently.  I thank you wholeheartedly for always letting us seek you out.  All we ever need to do is ask.  Father, continue to pray for his safety abroad and for your shield of protection around him.  I know the evil that lurks where he goes and I pray that you will give him wisdom and strength and will power to not give in to the temptations of gambling and overindulgence.  Please give him a time a inner peace and rest through you.

2 Timothy 1: 8-14
Encouragement to be Faithful
Today's passage starts off with a bold statement: So you must never be ashamed to tell others about our Lord. (8) This is what I need to live by. The next statement in this passage that is screaming out to me is this: And that is why I am suffering here in prison. I am not ashamed of it, for I know the one in whom I trust, and I am sure that he is able to guard what I have entrusted to him until the day of his return. Remember to live in the faith and love that  you have in Christ Jesus (12,13).

I am reminded that I am not suffering in vain and by comparison, my suffering is no where near that of Paul's.  Father, I trust you know best. Whatever pain and suffering I endure here on earth, is temporary, and it is done in your name to bring you glory.  There will be lessons learned, but I know you will be there to support me and guide me and use me as your living testimony. I pray that you continue to stir in my heart the courage to fight your fight and not fall into the traps of Satan's world.

Thursday, September 1, 2011

Being Faithful

John 9:1-12
Jesus Heals a Man Born Blind
'Teacher, why was this man born blind?  Was it the result of his own sins or those of his parents?
Jesus answers, 'He was born blind so the power of God could be seen in him.  All of us must quickly carry out the tasks assigned to us by God...' (2-4)

Jesus made mud with his saliva, put it on a man born blind and asked him to wash it off in the pool of Siloam.  The blind man returned seeing!
I recall a conversation between me and my husband where we wondering if we suffered because the sins of our earthly fathers.  In this passage it mentions that some suffering we experience in this life is for us to be used as tools for God.  I also remember reading a passage stating that there are consequences for our sins, when we choose to follow the evil one.

1 Timothy 6:17-19
Supplementary Commentary from yesterday's passage re: enjoying wealth
This commentary states that if God blesses us with material riches, he expects us to follow 3 rules:
  1. Do not be arrogant or put your ultimate hope in wealth. A good question to ask is, "Do I possess my possessions or do my possessions possess me?"
  2. Enjoy what God has given you.  Don't feel guilty, be thankful.
  3. Be generous. Do good and share your wealth with others.  With wealth, comes great responsibility

Encouragement to be Faithful
"This is why I remind you to fan into flames the spiritual gift God gave you when I (Paul to Timothy) laid my hands on you. Fo God has nstrot given us a spirit of fear and of timidity, but of power, love and self-discipline." (6,7)

Thank you Lord for this passage. Power, love and self-discipline... I pray Father that you will strengthen these gifts in me, for I do feel fear and timidity. I pray for the ones I love that they will come to know and follow you.  I pray for your hand of protection on my husband as he travels on vacation.  Please calm his heart and mind as I know he deserves a mental break.  Father, I pray that you will continue to watch over him and mould him and heal him. I pray that you will soften his heart and that he will hear your calling, your voice and see your light in this cloud of darkness that he is in.


2 Timothy 1:1-7