Wednesday, August 31, 2011

We are actually children of the Devil...

John 8:31-59
Jesus and Abraham
In this passage, Jesus is in temple telling people that "You are truly my disciples if you keep obeying my teachings. And you will know the truth, and the the truth will set you free." (31,32) Jesus points out that we are slaves to sin.  "For you are the chidren of your father the Devil, and you love to do the evil things he does. He was a murderer from the beginning and has always hated the truth. There is no truth in him.  When he lies it is consistent with his character; he is a liar and the father of all lies(44)... Anyone whose Father is God listens gladly to the words of God. (47)" As Jesus shares this message with the people, the people in their disbelief begin to pick up stones to stone him.

I am reminded that people are easily blinded. We are compelled to sin- we are drawn to all things evil.  Why?  It's in us. As Jesus says, we are children of the Devil.  God gives us a chance to follow him - he gave us the truth, the light - his Son, Jesus.  So Father, I thank you for leading us to the cross and to an eternal life with you.  You will provide everything that I need.  You, your love, is enough... I accept this path you are leading me down and I trust that you will provide all that I need.

1 Timothy 6:17-21
Pauls' Final Instructions
Tell those who are rich in this world, not to be proud and not to trust in their money, which will soon be gone.  Their trust should be in the living God, who richly gives us all we need for our enjoyment.  Tell them to use their money to do good.  They should be rich in good works and should give generously to those in need, always being ready to share with others whatever God has given them. (17, 18)... Avoid godless, foolish discussions with those who oppose you with their so-called knowledge.  Some people have wandered from the faith by following such foolishness. (20,21).

Paul is reminding us to not be slaves to our money. Money is a material thing that we cannot take away from this world.  It cannot be stored away in Heaven or Hell.  Money is the root of all evil, but it can be used to do good work. Thank you Father for continuing to share with me my weakness in material things... I need your help to change this burning desire to spend, else let me spend with you in mind.  How can I turn my purchase into an act of God to bless someone else... there's my prayer for today.

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

Follow the Light... God Will Protect You

John 8:12-30
Jesus, Light of the World & The Unbelieving People Warned
" I am the light of the world.  If you follow me, you won't be stumbling through darkness, because you will have the light that leads to life." (12)
"When you have lifted up the Son of Man on the cross, then you will realize that I am he and that I do nothing on my own, but I speak what the Father taught me. And the one who sent me is with me- he has not deserted me. For I always do those things that are pleasing to him. (28, 29)

What great words of comfort! There is so much darkness that exists in this world - from extreme poverty to detrimental desires for sex and money... It is comforting to know that this light is there for all to receive and that God will never cease to love or abandon me.  Everything on this Earth will leave me one day... nothing is forever, except God.

1Timothy 6:13-16
False Teaching and True Riches (cont'd)
"And I command you before God, who gives life to all, and before Jesus Christ, who gave a good testimony before Pontius Pilate, that you obey his commands with all purity.  Then no one can find fault with you from now until our Lord Jesus Christ returns." (13, 14)

So long as we look to the light and listen to the Holy Spirit within us, and do what is pleasing to God, we will be protected.  For God is with us...  So Father, I thank you for never abandoning me in my time of trouble.  You were there when I asked for your help and I know you will always be there to comfort me. I pray for your strength, wisdom and armour of righteousness, so that I may go out to battle for you- and not shame or disappoint you, but bring glory to your name, so others may also find comfort in your arms.

Monday, August 29, 2011

Christ Forgives All From the Adultress to the Greedy

John 8: 1-11
A Woman Caught in Adultery
In this passage, a group of men bring a woman who was caught in the act of adultery.  These men ask Jesus to stone her as written in the Law of Moses.  Jesus believes everyone should be forgiven for their sins and he tells the men to let the man who has committed no sin be the first to cast the stone.  One one does and in the end, Jesus tells her that He will not condemn her either and asks her to commit this sin again- to change her ways as she has been given a second chance.

1 Timothy 6:6-12
False Teachings and True Riches (cont'd) & Paul's Final Instructions
This is actually a great passage of scripture. "True religion and contentment is great wealth. We did not come into this world with anything and thus, we will leave with nothing. People who long to be rich will fall into temptation and will be trapped by many foolish and harmful desires. For the love of money is the root of all kinds of evil.  Some people, craving money, have wandered from the faith and pierced themselves with many sorrows.

Paul asks us to fight the good fight. Hold tightly to the eternal life God has given you."

I am trying to strip myself away from materialistic desires, but I must admit that it is very difficult.  Money can definitely lead to evil, since behind money is greed.  So Father I pray that you will help me realize contentment in non-material things.

Sunday, August 28, 2011

Being a Proud Believer Is Not Easy...

John 7:37-53
Jesus Promises Living Water & Division and Unbelief
"If you are thirsty come to me!  If you believe in me, come and drink! For the scriptures declare that rivers of living water will flow out from within." (38)

The remainder of this passage shows the division of belief, those who believed in Christ and those who didn't, the Pharisees versus the Commoners.  I believe and I am thirsty for Christ!  So Father, I thank you for sending your son, Jesus to live among us and die for our sins so that we can have eternal life with you.

Last night I volunteered with World Vision at the Carlos Santana concert.  We had several donations and had 6 children sponsored.  For a packed stadium, this wasn't a great achievement.  I recall one woman coming to ask if we were "religious".  When we mentioned we were faith based, the expression on her face immediately changed.  She was no longer interested in even being affiliated with us... I was saddened...

1 Timothy 6:1-5
False Teachings and True Riches
Anyone who teaches anything different is both conceited and ignorant.  Such a sperson has an unhealthy desire to quibble over the meaning of words.  This stirs up arguments ending in jealously, fighting, slander and evil suspicions. These people always cause trouble.  Their minds are corrupt, and they don't tell the truth.  To them religion is just a way to get rich. (4,5)

Yes, I have met people who are picky about words... they do annoy me... yes, it does lead to arguments and all the other horrible feelings.  Perhaps that is why I don't engage with them and find it very uncomfortable being around people who "pretend" to be "knowledgable".  I am not a confrontational person, but should I be so others can benefit from the "truth"?  Father, I do ask for your direction, guidance and wisdom in this area as this is one of my weaknesses.  I tend not to be one who confronts another peer when something inappropriate is being done... Thank you for sharing this passage with me today.

Saturday, August 27, 2011

Double Standards When Seeking God

John 7:14-36
Is Jesus the Messiah
In this text Jesus points out the double standard that the pharisees have.  Jesus asks why he should be condemned for healing a sick man on the Sabbath when the pharisees, themselves, perform circumcisions on the Sabbath by following the law of Moses. Bottom line: Doing "good" on a Sabbath day is fine.

This makes me think about how I behave.  I try not to have a "double" standard in my own life. I pray that God will continue to open my eyes to see myself clearly, especially when I exhibit unrighteous traits.
 
1 Timothy 5:17-25
Advice about Widows, Elders and Slaves (cont'd)
"Anyone who sins should be rebuked in front of the whole church so that others will have a proper fear of God" (20)
"Do not participate in the sins of others.  Keep yourself pure." (22)

This passage reminds me to not get mixed up in the mess.  Don't fall to the sins of society.  Follow the light from God.  We are not to judge others, that is left for God.  We may provide words of comfort and guidance; we can't walk the road for them.
God, I pray that you keep my heart pure, protect me from the lure of society's hunger for materialism and cruelty.

Friday, August 26, 2011

My Fear of Being Ridiculed and My True Love

John 7:1-13
Jesus and His Brothers & Jesus Teaches Openly at the Temple

The line that struck me was this:Some said, "He's a wonderful man, " while others said, "He's nothing but a fraud, deceiving the people." But no one had the courage to speak favourably about him in public, for they were afraid of getting in trouble with the Jewish leaders. (12, 13)

I kid you not, I am afraid of speaking favourable about him in public, for I fear being ridiculed and tested for my faith.  My faith is supposed to be strong, but there are times of doubt in my mind.  There are times when I value the opinions of strangers... it's silly and it's sad to say that.  I shouldn't care what others think of me, just of how God sees me... more frequently, I am asking myself, 'Is what I am doing and saying pleasing in God's eyes?'  This has helped me focus my intentions to grow in strong in Him and I am hopeful that God will then guide me down a path where I will not be afraid to profess my love for God openly and confidently.  I will not care how others will view me... Yes, Father, this is my prayer.

1 Timothy 5:11-16
Advice About Widows, Elders and Slaves (cont'd)

This passage encourages young widows, young women who have lost their husbands, to remarry. It reads, "...their physical desires will overpower their devotion to Christ... they are likely to become lazy and spend their time gossipping from house to house, getting into other people's business and saying things they shouldn't. So I advise these younger widows to marry again, have children and take care of their own homes.  Then the enemy willnot be able to say anything against them... (11-14)
Divorce is not encouraged, but remarriage when a spouse dies is.  No I am not looking to remarry, but I never envisioned this to be written in Scripture, but it makes sense.  Most people today are quick to divorce.  I believe it has alot to do with sex and selfishness.  When we put our personal desires and needs and wants first, above God and above our loved ones, we have broken the marriage vow.  Marriage doesn't hold the same value to everyone as it should.  It seems that most today think of marriage as a "show" to show off a wedding dress, rings and food... real marriage, takes work... a real marriage is much more than a wedding...
So God, thank you for a husband who really loves me and you.  I thank you for reminding me to cherish your blessings, especially this very central and important one in my life, my own marriage.

Thursday, August 25, 2011

My Pillar of Strength

John 6:47-71
Jesus, the Bread of Life
So Jesus said, " I assure you, unless you eat the flesh of the Son of Man and drink his blood, you cannot have eternal life within you.  But those who eat my flesh and drink my blood have eternal life, and I will raise them at the last day." (53, 54)

Even his disciples doubted this. Many followers chose to leave Jesus at this point, expect his Twelve disciples. I believe and I thank Christ for dying for me and I thank Him for living in me and giving me wisdom and discernment to follow his ways.

1 Timothy 5:3-10
Advice About Widows, Elders and Slaves
We are to take care of our family, parents and grandparents for this is pleasing to God.  This passage has confirmed the strength of the Holy Spirit living in me.  I recall how upset I was when I came home from Cambodia, finding out that my grand-uncle and aunt were treated like outsiders.  I was quick to act and show them they had someone to count on in times of need.  So I thank God for this pillar of righteousness that is within me.  I pray that you will continue to use me to encourage others to do what is right by caring not only for family, but also for strangers.

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

I am the Bread of Life. No one who comes to me will be hungry again...

John 6:22-46
Jesus, the Bread of Life
'But you shouldn't be so concerned aobut perishable things like food.  Spend your energy seeking hte eternal life that I, the Son of Man, can give you.  For God the Father has sent me for that very purpose.' (27)
'This is what God wants you to do: Believe in the one he has sent.' They replied, 'You must show us a miraculous sign if you want us to believe in you.  What will you do for us?' (29, 30)
'I am the Bread of Life.  No one who comes to me will ever be hungry again. Those who believe in me will never thirst...those the Father has given to me, will come to me and I will never reject them. For I have come down from Heaven to do the will of God, not to do what I want. (35-39)

This is a powerful passage for me as it tells me that even Jesus must follow God's will. This lifetime is not about "fairness, equality and personal gain in material things".  I know Jesus is the bread of life.  I pray that he will continue to fill me up so that I am not hungry, but rather stuffed full with the Spirit.

1 Timothy 4:12- 5:2
This passage of scripture reminds me that age does not signify wisdom. My life is to be my living testimony.  I am to live out what I teach and preach.  I am to show God's kingdom via my love, faith and purity.  I reminded to read Scripture and use my spiritual gifts.  God will save me and those who hear me. I am to treat all like family...

I thank God for these words as I know how to better approach people who have 'rubbed me the wrong way'.  I pray for your continued strength.  Thank you for loving me!

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

Be Not Afraid For Christ Is With Me & I Will Welcome Him With Open Arms

John 6: 16-21
Jesus Walks on Water
This is the passage where Jesus walks across the lake towards the boat to meet up with his disciples. Jesus calls out to his terrified disciples reminding them to not be afraid for he is here. Upon his arrival, the boat reaches its destination.

I am reminded that Jesus also tells me to "not be afraid, for he is here" with me always - to lift me up and to encourage me, to give me hope and to wisdom in times of need. When he is near, the end, his light, is not that far away.  So I pray Father that you will continue to light this path for me. I know that you love me and will bring me great joy and peace.

1 Timothy 4: 7-11
Warnings Against False Teachers (cont'd)
This passage reads 'Do not waste time arguing over godless ideas and  old wives' tales.'  We are to spend our time in 'spiritual fitness', equipping ourselves for the evil one in this lifetime and ensuring we spend our next one in God's presence. 'We work hard and suffer much in order that people will believe the truth, for our hope is in the living God, who is the Saviour of all people, and particularly of those who believe. Teach these things and insist that everyone learn them. (10,11)'

God is telling me to spend my time wisely.  Don't debate and dwell on things that are of no value, especially spiritual value.  As God's children, we too will suffer and will need to work hard.  This is a part of God's purpose for us. It will be in these moments that God will reveal himself to us.  We need to open our "eyes" and let Him in, for He will be knocking.  God doesn't force himself into our lives, he wants to be welcomed in...

Satan is ever present.  We need to be on the look out for false or "watered-down: versions of the gospel.  There will be preachers and pastors out there who are misled.  God only forgives those who repent.  There is always a consequence for our actions.  If you believe in Heaven, there must alse be Hell.

Father, I pray that you will continue to reveal yourself to me and my husband, especially my husband.  I pray that he will open the door to his heart wide and welcome you with open arms.  At this moment, he hears your knock and he has looked through the peep hole.  He has removed the chain link and opened the door a crack, recognizing it is you.  Yet he is hesitating for he is scared to endure anymore pain and suffering.  So Father I pray for you strength, wisdom and words of encouragement so that he may fully accept you again and be a faithful servant and warrior for your cause, sharing his truth about your compassion and grace with all others. Amen.

Monday, August 22, 2011

John 6: 1-15
Jesus Feeds 5000
In this passage Jesus feeds 5000 people with 5 loaves of bread and 2 fish.  Even his disciple, Phillip, was skeptical and commented that it would cost a small fortune to feed these followers. Jesus even collected 12 baskets of leftovers after everyone was full!  When the people saw this miracle, they all wanted to crown Jesus king. 

God is showing this passage to remind me that all things are possible with God. Miracles happen.  2 nights ago, my husband shared with me a story of a couple who struggled with 2 failed IVF cycles, but is now expecting a baby in December.  I am certain that this is your sign of hope for us, a reminder that miracles exist.

Just yesterday, there were baby dedications during our church service too. As such I was pondering over a name for my future daughter, Mirabelle Faith Ngo... Mirabelle in Latin means wonderful, but to me it would signify God's wonderful miracle... and Faith for my trust, hope and belief that God provides and answers prayers. Father, you know what is in my heart and my greatest desire. I pray, if it is in your will, that you will hear my prayer to mother a child and nurture this child to be one who loves and follows your ways. You have asked me to be patient and as such I shall wait, for it is in your time and not mine.  You have showed this lesson to me on many occasions in various aspects of my life.  In the end, you always do and plan for what is right.  So Father, I ask for the fruits of your spirit and grant me patience and ensure that I don't envy what is not mine.

1 Timothy 3:16 - 4:6
Warnings Against False Teachers
False teachers will be hypocrites and liars. They will make up rules about fidelity and sacred foods. As a good servant of Christ, we must share with others the message of Christ, as this feeds our spiritual hunger. 

God is reminding me that Satan's warriors are everywhere. Many will be led astray.  As warriors of Christ, we must help others see the truth so they can return to the one who truly loves them -God.  So God, I thank you for loving me and I pray for strength, wisdom in your words of truth and courage to share your message with others.

Sunday, August 21, 2011

The Smoldering Wick Must Be Protected...

John 5: 25-47
Witnesses to Jesus
'You search the Scriptures because you believe they give you eternal life.  But the Scriptures point to me!  Yet you refuse to come to me so that I can give you eternal life. (39,40)
For I have come to you representing my Father, and you refuse to welcome me, even though you readily accept others who represent only themselves. No wonder you can't believe!  For you gladly honour each other, but you don't care about the honour that comes from God alone. (43,44)

This passage seems to link with our church sermon on God's expectation of us from Isaiah. Our sermon was about how God's expecation of us is unattainable.  It seems to be a dichotomy, we are to achieve the result and respect of a King, but serve through the methods of a servant. Our pastor had mentioned how like the Isrealites, our faith is cyclical - burns, then fizzles.  It is only through Jesus' fulfillment of God's expectations that we can partake of God's grace and chance to live with him.

God has shared this passage with me because I am reminded about how my faith is also cyclical. What kind of a Christian does that make me?  I also don't have to look too far to see a fellow Christian bearing a smoldering flame of faith - my husband.  It will be through prayer that my husband will be able to see God's light and opt to follow it that will take him out of his pain.  Time doesn't heal all wounds. God's love does. God has a greater purpose for some of us than just to produce babies... God, I pray that you will continue to soften my husband's heart and mould him into the righteous man you want him to be.  I pray that you will dampen the voices of Satan who are leading him astray and have him focus on your call of love and peace. I pray Father that you will give me the patience and the wisdom to nurture his physical and spiritual body and to ensure that his dwindling flame of faith does not go out, but instead burns bright.

1 Timothy 3:8-15
Leaders in the Church and the Truths of Our Faith
This passage reminds us that Church leaders are to respectful and faithful in the eyes of God, as they are to represent their faith in Christ.  These are written so what we know how people must act in the house of God.

Saturday, August 20, 2011

God Never Stops Loving

John 5: 1- 24
Jesus Heals a Lame Man and Claims to Be the Son of God
Jesus told him,' Stand up and pick up your sleeping mat, and walk!'
Instantly the man was healed! He rolled up the mat and began walking! But this miracle happened on the Sabbath day. So the Jewish leaders objected. They said to the man who was cured,' You can't work on the Sabbath! It's illegal to carry that sleeping mat!' (8-10)

But Jesus replied, ' My Father never stops working, so why should I?' So the Jewish tried all the more to kill him. In addition to disobeying the Sabbath rules, he had spoken of God as his Father, thereby making him equal with God. (17,18)

'I assure you those who listen to my messages and believe in God who sent me have eternal life.  They will never be condemned for their sins, but they have already passed from death into life.' (24)

This is rather ridiculous!  God doesn't stop loving us just because it's the Sabbath!  Nor should we shurk our duties.  Why should we stop feeding the hungry? This just shows us how twisted our minds can be, especially when we are blind to the truth or don't want to believe in it.  I thank God for being so merciless and loving. So I pray that God will give me wisdom to see His truth and not let me become blinded those who do not wish to see and believe or who cannot see and refuse to believe in you.

1 Timothy 3: 1-7
Leaders in the Church
This verse is about how an elders should act respectfully to honour God and the Church.

I have no intention of becoming an elder at this time; however, I will act in accordance with God's expectations as I want to best represent my love for God in my life.  So I pray that God will continue to give me strength to do what is right in His eyes so I do not tarnish His name in my own acts.

Friday, August 19, 2011

A Confused Doubter, Is This What I am?

John 4: 43-54
Jesus Heals an Official's Son
Jesus asked, 'Must I do miraculous signs and wonders before you people will believe in me?'(48)

Jesus is showing me to not doubt him. We do ask for God to perform miracles, often to confirm in faith. But what would that prove? It would only prove that we have no faith... So God I ask for your mercy and forgiveness every time I have failed you by casting even a shadow of doubt or disappointment when you don't provide me with a "want", for you have provided with all that I need. I pray that you will continue to watch over and nurture Alice as she serves you in Guatamala and that you protect our family from sickness. I especially lift up Uncle Ben and Lily to you as they both recover from their recent heart and hip surgeries. I thank you for letting the surgeries go smoothly and I thank you that my parents will soon be able to rejoice in retirement. I especially thank that you have been able to ward off extreme complications in Wilson's wellness. I have a great many things to be thankful for...

1 Timothy 2:9-15
Instructions about Worship (cont'd)
Christ wants women to be modest in their appearance. A woman who is devoted to God will make themselves attractive by doing good deeds (e.g. Mother Theresa).
I find it interesting that Paul says, ' I do not let women teach men or have authority over them.' (12) He goes on to preach that we are to be quiet listeners because Eve was the one who was tricked by Satan and thus all women are privy to that... leading their man astray.

Am I right in my interpretation of what Paul is saying? If this is correct, does that mean I shouldn't be a teacher, and for that matter, any woman? Hmmm... I know that I am a great listener and am not quick with my words. What I teach is often well thought out and inspired by God... I know that I do not hold authority over my husband, but rather do things out of my love for him. I provide advice and knowledge when asked by anyone, man or woman or even my dog! I hope I am not wrong. I consider my ability to teach, a spiritual gift, one that I can use to glorify God and use to perform my good deeds.

I ask God to give me clarity in this passage of scripture as it definitely contradicts what I feel God is asking me to do. I pray that I will do his will and that this passage from Paul will draw me closer to Christ. Amen.

Just read a great article about this confusingly contradictory passage. http://christianfeminism.wordpress.com/2008/07/04/the-mistranslation-of-1-timothy-211-12/
The article goes back to the Greek translation of the Bible and states theh need for women to be quiet should be accurately translated as being peaceful. In this letter Paul writes, he is trying to point all all the things people are doing wrong. In this instance he is noticing that women are excercising their "authority" over men via sex. There are also women who are teaching false teachings. His advice is directed at them and not at those who are doing God's will.

Thursday, August 18, 2011

My Humble Prayer to God

John 4: 31-42
Jesus and the Samaritian Woman (cont'd)
Jesus said, 'My nourishment comes from doing the will of God, who sent me, and from finishing his work.' (34)

This passage screams out that we will also be nourished by doing what is righteous in God's eyes. We are His body and have been asked to do His work. God has given each of us spiritual gifts to support each other. I need to make use of mine. From my trip, I have learned I am compassionate and sensitive. My heart cries out when someone is in distress and I weep when someone else is in pain. I am a great storyteller. So I know God has uses for my heart and my mouth to share and to spread his love, joy and words with others. I ask God to give me strength, wisdom and courage to bring glory to His name.

1 Timothy 2:1-8
Instructions about Worship
We must pray for all people, not just the ones we love. We must plead for God's mercy and give thanks. God wants everyone to be saved and understand the truth. We are to pray with holy hands lifted up to God, free from anger and controversy.

'There is only one God and one Mediator who can reconcile God and people. He is the man Christ Jesus. He gave his life to purchase freedom for everyone. (5,6)

God is reminding me the importance of prayer and the need to pray for everyone, including our enemies. We must be thankful for all we have is from God. He owes us nothing. I don't believe in reincarnation of karma. Rather I believe that God will provide justice for those who cause distruction and pain. So Father, I thank you for the life I have and the gifts you have bestowed upon me. I thank you for my loving and faithful husband and a very obedient and affectionate dog. I am grateful for my caring sister, mother and father. I pray that you will continue to light my path so I fulfill and carry out whatever you have planned for me. I don't know what lies ahead, but I do know that you have planned out my life before I was even born. Whatever pain I will endure, you will be right there to hold and comfort me and you will not take me where you cannot sustain me. You will not forsake me. I pray for all my brothers and sisters in Christ that they will continue to hunger for you and be on fire to do your will. For my friends who have yet to know you, I pray that they will come to seek your face through servants like me.

I recall a Morman telling me that all religions are "good", but there is only one way to Salvation and that is through Jesus Christ. All religions teach us how to be good people, most religions anyways, but to live an eternity in the presence of God can be attained through Jesus. Knowing Jesus as our personal saviour is our invitation to this glorious party in Heaven. Amen.

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

God's Eternal Fountain

John 4:1-30

Jesus and the Samaritan Woman

'People soon become thirtsty again after drinking this water. But the water I give them takes away thirst altogether. It becomes a perpetual spring within them, giving them eternal life.' (13,14)

But the time is coming and is already here when true worshipers will worship the Father in spirit and in truth. The Father is looking for anyone who will worship him that way. For God is Spirit, so those who worship him must worship in spirit and truth. (23, 24)


God is telling me to partake from his eternal fountain. Last night, I attended a debriefing session to talk about and process our mission trip 2 weeks ago. The underlying question: What has God showed me in Cambodia that I can use to glorify Him here in Canada? I am reminded that being a Christian is a 24/7 duty. Every day, every hour, every minute, every moment, I make choices that can make God smile or break his heart. So I am left wondering how I will answer others when they ask me, "How was your trip to Camabodia?". I will need 30 second, 3 minute and 2 hour versions... all versions that will not dishonour God or my experience.


1 Timothy 1:18-20
Timothy's Responsibility
Cling tightly to your faith in Christ, and always keep your conscience clear. For some people have deliberately violated their consciences; as a result, their faith has been shipwrecked. (19)


My husband lives by this notion of having a clear conscience. He tells me that it is his very conscience that keeps him clean and faithful. If Christ is with us, who could be against us? Satan will always be right behind us. As such, if Christ is truly with us, we will live a righteous life and have a clear conscience so that Satan doesn't have a grip on us to lead us into temptation.


Tuesday, August 16, 2011

Unworthy of God's Love

John 3:22-36
John the Baptist Exalts Jesus
John replied, 'God in heaven appoints each person's work... (27) He must become greater and greater and I must become less and less. He has come from above and is greater than anyone else. I am of the earth, and my understanding is limited to the things of earth, but he has come from heaven... (30,31)

God gives us each spiritual gifts and has layed out a path for our lives. We are to glory him, remember all we do is because of his strength and wisdom, not our own. We do not know or understand God's plan, we are just instruments used to ensure its success. I ask God to continue to renew me.

1 Timothy 1:12-17
Paul's Gratitude for God's Mercy
In this passage, Paul thanks God for using him for his glory despite be the one who persecuted Christ's very disciples. Paul tells how unworthy he is to be loved by God.

Yes, I agree that we are all unworthy of God's love, but I am so thankful to be included his new kingdom.

Monday, August 15, 2011

Sunbathing in God's Light

John 3:1-21
Jesus and Nicodemus
Nicodemus was a Jewish leader. Jesus tells Nicodemus, "No one can enter the Kingdom of God without being born of water and the Spirit. Humans can reproduce only human life, but the Holy Spirit gives new life from Heaven." (5,6)

For God so loved the world that he gave his only Son, so that everyone who believes in him will not perish, but have eternal life. God did not send his Son into the world to condemn it, but to save it. (16, 17)

There is no judgement awaiting those who trust him. But those who do not trust him have already been judged for not believing in the Son of God... The light form heaven came in the world, but they loved the darkness more than the light, for their actions were evil. They hate the light because they want to sin in the darkness... But those who do what is right come to the light gladly, so everyone can see that they are doing what God wants" (18-21)

God is compassionate and loving. He understands the pain of sacrifice. I want to do what is right in the eyes of the Lord. I want the world to see what God wants us to be like. I thank God for giving me the vision of my path to follow Him. I ask for his continued strength and discipline to continue on this path of faith. I also ask that God will continue to watch over my husband for his faith is weak. There are times when I see him stepping into the shadows rather than basking in your light. I pray Father, that you continue to love him and to carry him through this struggle. I pray that he will let you bear this burden on his heart for he alone cannot withstand its weight anymore. It is painful for me to watch him turn away from you... I pray God that you will soften his heart so that he can see and feel you once again.

1 Timothy 1:7-11
Warnings Against False Teachings (cont'd)
Paul warns us, in a letter to Timothy, that there are those who profess to know the 'truth'. They will spend their time arguing and discrediting God's grace and love. They will come across as confident and tell fellow Christians self-professed truths. These false prophets will create laws to make sin "forgivable" or socially acceptable. It is obvious that these laws are "for people who are disobedient, and rebellious, who are ungodly and sinful... (9)".

It is no wonder that my nerves get rattled and I lose my sense of self-control and become easily angered when someone questions my faith... it's like someone hurting me by saying bad things about my family. It's not right. I pray that God shield me with holy armour to withstand these daggers of doubt from Satan and give me the wisdom and strength to be able to use your sword of truth to fend off evil. I pray that God will allow me to keep soaking up his light...

Sunday, August 14, 2011

Honouring God... with a pure heart, clear conscience and sincere faith

John 2: 13-25
Jesus Clears the Temple
"Get these things out of here. Don't turn my Father's house into a market place!" (16)
"Destroy this temple and in three days I will raise it up." (Temple, meaning his body) (19)
But Jesus didn't trust them, because he knew what peole were really like. No one needed to tell him about human nature. (24, 25)

This passage shows me Christ's deep love for God and to always remember that a place of worship is God centred. God knows what is in our hearts and knows how easily we succomb to sin and temptation since Christ walked this earth and died so that we could live. I ask God to keep my thoughts pure and resist falling into temptation.

1Timothy 1: 1-6
Warnings Against False Teachings
Don't let people waste time in endless speculation over myths and spiritual pedigrees. For these things only cause arguments; they don't help people live a life of faith in God. The purpose of my instruction is that all Christians would be filled with love that comes from a pure heart, a clear conscience, and sincere faith. (4, 5)

We will always encounter those who willingly wish dishonour God and those who are genuinely confused. It is important not to get caught up in the negative debate over fact or fiction, but rather to give a testimony of our own experience with how God has worked in our lives. Just writing this has provided an element of relief for me as now I have a plan of how I can honour God at work... have a pure heart, clear conscience and sincere faith... so Father that is my prayer. I ask that you fill my life with events that display your love and faithfullness so that my life can be your testimony.

As I was writing this, my husband called me out complaining of a sharp pain in his back that caused him to collapse outside. Thank God he is seemingly OK now. He suspects it's another kidney stone. Father, please heal him from his pain and let the doctors figure out what is going on.

Saturday, August 13, 2011

Lord Give Me Strength...

2Thessalonians 3: 1-18
Paul's Request for Prayer
Pray first that the Lord's message will spread rapidly and be honoured wherever it goes, just as when it came to you. Pray that we will be saved from wicked and evil people, for not everyone believes in the Lord. The Lord is faithful. He will make you strong and guard you from the evil one.

This is a reminder to spread the message of God all the time... I ask that the Lord make me strong and guard me from the evil one at all times.

An Exhortion to Proper Living
Stay away from any Christian who live in idleness and doesn't follow the tradition of hard work we gave you. We were never lazy when we were with you. We never accepted food without paying for it. We worked hard day and night so that we would not be a burden to any of you. (6-8)

This is a reminder to not let others influence and change me. Do not become lazy and do not resent them, instead help them see the error of their way. God, give me patience and strength to not be pulled into the mix of becoming uncaring or resentful when working with my peers.

Do you believe? Water into Wine...

John 1:35-51 & John 2: 1-12
The First Disciples & the Wedding at Cana
Jesus asked him (Nathaniel), "Do you believe all this just because I told you I had seen you under the fig tree? You will see greater things than this. The truth is, you will all see heaven open up and the angels of God going up and down upon the Son of Man." (50, 51)

At the wedding of Cana, Jesus turns water to wine (upon his mother's request).

Christ reminds us that He can perform "miracles". We just need to have faith, to believe. God is reminding me of his faithfulness to me. My husband was deemed pretty ill about 6 months ago. He was diagnosed with diabetes and high blood pressure. Just 2 weeks ago, the doctor, himself, claimed it was a "miracle" that he is off the diabetic medication and his blood pressure is like that of a 16 year old! Praise God!

Of course, I will not lie, what lies heavy on both my heart and his, is having a child of our own. Now that would require another miracle. Of course God performs miracles, but will this prayer request be a part of God's plan, His will? In Cambodia, God told me to be patient. He loves me and in time, He will provide. And so I wait... not expecting, but accepting His will with a glad heart.

For the past 2 weeks I have been in and out of the hospital, helping my grand aunt and uncle. My grand uncle had heart bypass surgery. He has no children of his own and my grand aunt has no relatives. I knew that God placed it in my heart to do all within my means to be of service to them. He provided me with words of comfort and used me to represent His love for them - used me to remind them that they are not abandoned.

I ask God to continue to open my heart to receive his gift of love and obedience and to help me be more disciplined in my actions to lead a life that will please the Lord.

Thursday, August 11, 2011

Standing Behind our Faith

John 1:15-34
The Testimony of John the Baptist and Jesus, the Lamb of God
I am a voice shouting in the wilderness, 'Prepare a straight pathway for the Lord's coming'.
If you aren't the Messiah or Elijah or the Prophet, what right do you have to baptize?
John told them, ' I baptize with water, but right here in the crowd is someone you do now know, who will soon begin his ministry. I am not even worthy to be his slave. (23 - 27)

I saw the Holy Spirit decending like a dove from heaven and resting upon him. I didn't know he was the one, but when God sent me to baptize with water, he told me, 'When you see the Holy Spririt decending and resting up someone, he is the one you are looking for. He is the one who baptizes with the Holy Spirit.'
I saw this happen to Jesus, so I testify that he is the Son of God. (32-34)

Hallelujah! Because of Jesus, our bodies can also house the Holy Spirit! I ask God that you let your spirit shine through me so others can know you.

2 Thessalonians 2:7-17
Events Prior to the Lord's Second Coming (Cont'd)
Believers Should Stand Firm
This evil man will come to do the work of Satan with counterfeit power and signs of miracles. He will use every kind of wicked deception to fool those who are on their way to destruction because they refuse to believe the truth that would save them. (9, 10)
They will be condemned for not believing the truth and for enjoying the evil they do. (12)

With all these things in mind, dear brothers ans sisters, stand firm and keep a strong grip on everything we taught you both in person and by letter. May our Lord Jesus Christ and God our Father, who loved us and in his special favour gave us everlasting comfort and good hope, comfort your hearts and give you strength in every good think you do and say. (15-17)

My husband would refer this evil man as the "anti-christ"... we must hold strong to the truth of Jesus,now more than ever. It is evident that this evil is strong in our world. There are seemingly so many in power who abuse it and do dispicable things. Thus, it is with great importance that we represent Christ in a proud manner.

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

The Second Coming

John 1:1-14
Christ, the Eternal Word
The one who is the true light, who gives light to everyone was going to come into the world.

But although the world was made through him, the world didn't recognize him when he came. Even in his own land and among his own people, he was not accepted. But to all who believed in him and accepted him, he gave the right to become children of God. They are reborn! This is not a physical birth resulting from human passion or plan - this rebirth comes from God.

So the Word became human and lived here on earth among us. He was full of unfailing love and faithfulness. And we have seen his glory, the glory of the only Son of the Father. (9-14)

God is reminding me that he knows how cruel humans can be for he was shunned by society. He came to this world to understand us and share our pain and take away our sins so that we can be forgiven. Only through him can we be spiritually reborn and claimed a true child of God. God is reminding me to cherish Christ's love and faithfulness.

2 Thessalonians 2:1-6
Events Prior to the Lord's Second Coming
Please don't be so easily shaken and troubled by those who say that the day of the Lord has already begun. Even if they claim to have had a vision, a revelation, or a letter supposedly from us, don't believe them. Don't be fooled by what they say. For that day will not come until there is a great rebellion against God and the man of lawlessness is revealed- the one who brings destruction. He will exalt himself and defy every god there is and tear down every object of adoration and worship. He will position himself in the temple of God, claiming that he himself is God. (2-4)

Wow! With all these recent disasters in the world, we have heard many claim that the end of the world is near. But according to Paul, the Lord will not show up until the "false" god arrives to take over this world. So long as there is a choice for people to believe, to have faith, in Christ or any other god, our Lord will not come. He will come again only when He has lost this world He, himself, created. It's almost as if he would be coming to pick of the pieces of broken artwork... However I can't help but feel that this rebellion against God and the man of lawlessness is happening. Just look at Cambodia and the Khmer Rouge. It was one man's twist on ideology that led to the destruction of religion and love for 3 years!

Tuesday, August 9, 2011

Living a God Worthy Life

Luke 24: 35- 53
Jesus Appears to the Disciples
'Why are you frightened? Why do you doubt who I am? Look at my hands. Look at my feet. You can see that it's really me. Touch me and make sure that I am not a ghost, because ghosts don't have bodies, as you see that I do!' (38,39)
'Yes, it was written long ago that the Messiah must suffer and die and rise again from the dead on the third day. There is forgiveness of sins for all who turn to me.' (46,47)

I am reminded that Christ knows we are natural doubters. We always want concrete evidence. Faith does not come easily to most. God is not required to save us all. He loves us so much that He allowed for an opportunity for us to turn back to Him if we so desired. He has given us a great gift, one we really don't deserve. I thank you, Lord, for forgiving my sins and for giving me strength in overcoming my own hurt and pain and for allowing me opportunities to serve you.

2 Thessalonians 1: 1-12
Greetings from Paul - Encouragement During Persecution
But God will use this persecution to show his justice. For he will make you worthy of his Kingdom, for which you are suffering, and in his justice he will punish those who persecute you...He will come with his mighty angels, in flaming fire, bringing judgement on those who don't know God and on those who refuse to obey the Good News of our Lord Jesus. They will be punished with everlasting destruction, forever separated from the Lord and from his glorious power when he comes to receive glory and praise from his holy people. You will be among those praising him that day, for you believe what we testified about him.

And so we keep on praying for you, that our God will make you worthy of the life to which he called you. And we pray that God by his power, will fulfill all your good intentions and faithful deeds. Then everyone will give honour to the name of our Lord Jesus because of you. (5 - 12)

This is a powerful passage. Paul is telling us that our pain and suffering will not go unrecognized. God will use this as an instrument of change. It is in our hurt and faithfulness that we will be able to bring others to Him. I pray that God will make me worthy of this life that he has called me to. I pray that through God's will and power, he will fill me with good intentions. I pray that he will also lift up my dear sisters and brothers in Christ (e.g. Alice, who is leaving for a medical mission in Guatamale and Wilson, who has taken a step to rekindle his relationship with the Lord) and fill them up with faithful deeds and lead lives that praise God.

Song: Fill us up and send us out... Fill us up and send us out, Lord...

Monday, August 8, 2011

How to Best Represent Christ

Luke 24:13-34
The Walk to Emmaus

Jesus said to them, ' You are such foolish people! You find it so hard to believe all that the prophets written in the Scriptures. Wasn't is clearly predicted by the prophets that the Messiah would have to suffer all these things before entering his time of glory! (25,26)

The Lord has really risen! He appeared to Peter. (34)


I am but a foolish person, for I would have been the doubter. God is revealing this to me today, to remind me of my new promise to Him - to be His warrior in this battle to come. I ask the Lord for forgiveness and for courage and strength to be a believer, especially when up against non-believers.

1 Thessalonians 5:23-28
Pauls's Final Greetings
Now may the God of peace make you holy in every way, and may your whole spirit and soul and body be kept blameless until that day when our Lord Jesus Christ comes again. God, who calls you, is faithful; he will do this. (23, 24)

I love this passage. Repeating this passage brings me peace. What would be the action piece in this. As I read the aside/commentary portion that goes with this Book of 1 Thessalonians, it offers suggestions on how we can encourage, praise and build up others. Here are the 3 suggestions:


  1. Use positive, uplifting language. Crude, vulgar, "downward" language and swearing does not bring peace to anyone's ear. Such speech will only draw attention away from Christ and does nothing to encourage others. This makes sense now... more recently, I have been rather annoyed and repulsed by others who use foul language. It is all because it makes me feel like I am not loved, deflated and discouraged... why would I want to make someone else feel like that?

  2. Listen intently, before formulating an opinion and speaking aloud. Take a genuine interest to listen to others. God will give us wisdom and words to say to uplift another person - we are the body of Christ, we are connected to "God's" ears, heart and mind. Even James instructs us to be quick to listen and slow to speak (James 1:19)... I actually think I do a good of job of this. I am also very atuned to what others do and find myself wanting to make others "listen" before they speak. By allowing someone to share their story without being interrupted not only demonstrates respect, but more importantly it brings a sense of peace and allows for one to hear the Holy Spirit. I find that our minds are so BUSY, that we neglect to hear the spirit speak.

  3. Strive to honour Christ in what you say. Hmmm... bless or encourage others by pointing them to Christ. We should use "words suitable for the occasion, which God can use to help others". This is more of a challenge for me. But this is where I can become an effective witness and warrior for Christ. If a friend opens up about pain and hurt in their life, I should show compassion and tell them about my pain and how Christ cushioned my hurt. As a follower of Christ, I should go that "extra mile" to make our conversations more meaningful. This will only lead to develop stronger deeper friendships and we would be effective witnesses for the Lord.

These are great steps that I can take to become a better encourager and witness. I ask God to give me the courage to step up to this challenge of refraining from saying things that don't bring glory to God and to say things that would draw them closer to Christ.

Sunday, August 7, 2011

Paul's Great Advice - Words to Live By

Luke 24:1-12
The Resurrection
'Why are you looking in a tomb for someone who is alive? He isn't here. He has risen from the dead! Don't you remember what he told you back in Galilee, that the Son of Man must be betrayed into the hands of sinful men and be crucified, and that he would rise again the third day?' (5-7)
The women who went to the tomb were Mary Magdalene, Joanna, Mary mother of James and several others. They told the apostles what happened, but the story sounded like nonsense, so they didn't believe it. (10,11)

This passage reminds me that we are naturally 'doubters'. We must take the Lord's words and promises to heart. If this passage were alive in me, I must continue to read and familiarize myself with God's word. I ask God for continued strength in discipline and diligence to 'practicing the presence' my personal committment to spend time in the Word every day.

1 Thessalonians 5:12-22
Paul's Final Advice


  • Dear brothers and sisters, honor those who are your leaders in the Lord's work. They work hard among you and warn you against all that is wrong. Think highly of them and give them your wholehearted love.

  • Remember to live peaceable with each other.

  • We urge you to warn those who are lazy.

  • Encourage those who are timid.

  • Take tender care of those who are weak.

  • Be patient with everyone.

  • See that no one pays back evil for evil but always try to do good to each other.

  • Always be joyful.

  • Keep on praying.

  • No matter what happens, always be thankful, for this is God's will for you who belong to Christ Jesus. (12 -17)
Wow! These are great words to live by. Things that I can work on: 'warn those who are lazy, keep on praying and always be thankful...' I must admit that there are times when I am not particularly thankful, but everything I have is truly a blessing. I never thought to warn those who are lazy, mostly because it is "confrontational" and I don't like being that way. But there is truth in telling them if it will elicit change. I humbly thank God for all the good he has filled my life with and I ask that He continue to work in me to be an even better and faithful follower.

Saturday, August 6, 2011

Leading a Faithful Responsible Life is Our Greatest Sermon

Luke 23:44-56
The Death and Burial of Jesus
It was dark from noon to 3pm. At 3pm the veil in the temple was torn and Jesus shouted with his last dying breath, "Father, I entrust my spirit into your hands." (44-46)
Joseph, a member of the Jewish high council asked for Jesus' body. He wrapped in linen and prepared a new tomb for Christ's body. (50-54)

This passage makes me wonder if the Sabbath is Saturday since the text alludes to preparing Christ's body on Friday, 'the day of preparation for the Sabbath' (Luke 23:54). As I sit and reflect on this text, I am envisioning the sudden darkness that falls on this land and think about how Jesus must have felt on the cross, baring our sin and shame, feeling completely abandoned and separated from God. These are feelings we all endure at some point in our lives - and for many of us, this feeling of abandonment could be felt for years. Yet Christ didn't ask for this, He did it so that we would have an opportunity to be with God for eternity. We need to be like Joseph, and cherish what Christ has done for us, despite what non-believers do. I continue to ask God to enlighten me and I entrust my spirit into God's hands.

1 Thessalonians 5:4-11
The Hope of Resurrection
But let us, who live in the light, think clearly, protected by the body armour of faith and love, and wearing as our helmet the confidence of our salvation. For God decided to save us through our Lord Jesus Christ, not to pour out his anger on us. He died for us, so that we can live with him forever... So encourage each other and build each other up... (8-11)

It is evident that God loves each and every one of us. He sacrificed Christ, not out of anger, but out of love. God gives us a choice to follow Him. In turn He asks us to 'think clearly' about the choices we make. We should strive to be responsible and serve the Lord by working hard. By leading a respectful life, we will have more opportunities to share our fatih with others. We would draw attention to the Lord by our diligence - our faithful, responsible lifestyle would be our greatest sermon! Thus, I ask God to protect me with His body armour so that I may lead a life that does not bring disgrace to the Lord, but joy.

Friday, August 5, 2011

The Rapture and What We Truly Deserve

Luke 23:26-43
The Crucifixion
Daughters of Jerusalem, don't weep for me, but weep for yourselves and your children. For the days are coming when they will say, 'Fortunate indeed are the women who are childless, the wombs that have not borne a child and the breasts that have never nursed.' (27 - 31)
'Let him save himself if he really is God's Chosen One, the Messiah' (35)
'Don't you fear God even when you are dying? We deserve to die for our evil deeds, but this man hasn't done anything wrong.' ( 40, 41)

Christ had to endure Man's wicked, evil and unfaithful nature. We don't deserve to be saved and enter the Kingdom of Heaven. It is truly by God's grace that we are even offered this opportunity. "Mob mentality" - it is so engrained in our nature. We see it in the news, where perfectly good, reputable honourable citizens will embrace stupid acts of violence when there is no sense of order... I suppose this is what Hell would look like... I am humbled that I know that I will be with God when I cease to breathe on this earth. If this verse were alive in me, I would cherish my life and do my best to walk with Christ and follow his ways. I ask that God fill me up and protect me from the evil one.

1 Thessalonians 4:13 - 5:3
The Hope of the Resurrection
'For since we believe that Jesus died and was raised to life again, we also believe that when Jesus comes, God will bring back with Jesus all the Christians who have died. (14)
Then together with them, we who are still alive and remain on the earth will be caught up in the clouds to meet the Lord in the air and remain with him forever. So comfort and encourage each other with these words. (17, 18)
Disaster will fall upon them as suddenly as a woman's birth pains begin when her child is about to be born. There will be no escape. (3)'

My husband calls this the 'rapture' - the day when Christ returns to take us home and Satan claims this planet his own. I am reminded that God has provided us a way out because He loves us and wants us to join him in Heaven. But the choice is always ours to make. This is the only way we would cherish his gift and not take it for granted. I need to live my life in a way that doesn't take advantage of others and is pleasing to God as my way of thanking him for loving me. My prayer is a song of praise to you - So I wait for you. I'm falling on my knees, offering all of me. Jesus your all this heart is searching for... Hungry, I come to you for your love it satisfies...

Thursday, August 4, 2011

Jesus Suffered So We Could Have Life

Luke 23: 1-25
Jesus' Trial before Pilate
Pilate was a Roman govenor. The pharasees and the people accused Jesus of calling himself the King of the Jews, leading riots and telling others to not pay taxes. Pilate did not find Jesus guilty on 3 different occasions and wanted to release him, but the people argued. In the end, Pilate did as the people requested, releasing a murderer and insurrecter, Barabbas, and crucifying Jesus, one who loved God and performed miracles.

From the passage, I am reminded how much Jesus suffered on our account. Everyday, we deny His work - his miracles and his acts of grace and compassion to us. For many of us every day is a blessing, but yet we often take it for granted. I ask myself, "What have I done for Christ?" I can only bow my head, for I haven't done nearly enough to show my love and gratitude. If this scripture were alive in me, I would treat every waking hour as precious gold or silver and use my time to do what is pleasing in God's eyes. What is pleasing? Sharing God's love with everyone and everything, including taking care of this planet and appreciating its natural splendor and beauty. This means not marvelling over man made structures and products, but seeing the wonder in nature. God is telling me to look at the bigger picture. It's not about what can I buy with the money I have to stock my shelves, but how can I use my gifts and resources to further the kingdom of God? I ask God to forgive me for my selfish desires and give me the will power to look beyond my materialist tendencies. I ask God to give me reminders to not fall back into the selfish ways of man.

1 Thessalonians 4: 9-12
Live to Please God
"This should be your ambition: to live a quiet life, minding your own business and working with your hands, just as we commanded you before. Non-Christians will respect the way you live..." 11,12)
Lead a quiet life. To me, this means a life that doesn't draw attention to glitz and glamour, but rather one with things money can't buy - love, honour and respect.
Minding my own business. Perhaps this is about not being sucked into gossip and giving my two cents about how others should live their life and saying things that I would regret.
Working with my hands. This could mean, not ordering others to do my work - but appreciating and living within my own means. Ensure no one suffers on my account.
I would safely say that I do practice all of these, but I am no where near living any of these fully. I ask God to forgive me for not living up to these standards all of the time and thank God for directing me how to please Him. I pray that God will help me live out these commands.

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

Leading a Life Led by the Spirit

Luke 22:63-71
The Mocking of Jesus and Jesus Before the Council
After Peter denies Jesus 3 times, the guards beat, blindfold and mock Jesus for being the messiah. Jesus was charged with death by Crucifixition for admitting He was the Son of God.

God is telling me that by following Him, I too will be mocked, perhaps humiliated and alienated. This is the price of following His ways. Jesus was given an unfair trial, even death on a cross. This was how He showed His love for us. What am I willing to sacrifice for his love? If this passage were alive in me, I would not be afraid, I would be proud to be a Christian and wear this fact BOLDLY on my sleeve. I ask God to give me strength to look past the opinions of others and only seek satisfaction from God's approval.

1Thessalonians 4:1-8
Live to Please God
"God wants you to be holy, so you should keep clear of all sexual sin. (3)"

The emphasis of this passage is also about living under the control of the Holy Spirit and not falling into pagan temptations. The more the Holy Spirit is in our lives, the stronger we will be to resist these temptations. God is reminding me that even lustful thoughts are not permissible. I thank God that I have a loving and faithful husband, but also ask God to continue to give me strength to live a life led by the Holy Spirit, doing things pleasing to God.

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

Representing Christ

Luke 22:54-62
Peter Denies Jesus

"Before the rooster crows tomorrow morning, you will deny me three times." And Peter left the courtyard crying. (61,62)

This passage shows that God knows the choices we make, even before we make them. I am reminded that I sometimes choose to ignore the fact that I am a Christian, a follower of Christ. I will make a choice to not follow His will because I want to indulge in things of this world, like materialism or "popularity". Thus, our God is one who truly loves us, as in our nature, we will do things that displease Him. If God were truly alive in me, I would need to be more bold in my faith by being a courageous follower of Christ, an activist, and not a by stander. I ask God for more courage and "thicker skin" to able to ignore nasty comments from aetheists.


1 Thessalonians 3:9-13
Timothy's Good Report about the Church (cont'd)
"Night and day we pray earnestly for you, asking God to let us see you again to fill us anything that may still be missing in your faith. (10)
May the Lord make your love grow and overflow to each other and to everyone else, just as our love overflows toward you. (12)
Christ will make your hearts strong, blameless, and holy when you stand before God our Father on that day when our Lord Jesus comes with all those who belong to Him. (13)"

Timothy is reminding us that we can reach God via Jesus. I am reminded to ask God to renew me by filling me up and strengthen me to better represent Him. I thank God for the opportunity I had to be refreshed and renewed in serving and representing Him in Cambodia last week. I ask God to keep filling me up as I return to my "normal" life and that I not fall back into bad habits whereby forgetting about prioritizing Christ to make choices that are pleasing in God's eyes.

Monday, August 1, 2011

Discipline and Strength in Faith

Luke 22:39-53
Jesus Prays on the Mount of Olives & Jesus is Betrayed and Arrested
"Pray that you will not be overcome by temptation." (40)
"Father, if you are willing, please take this cup of suffering away from me. Yet, I want your will, not mine." (42)
"Get up and pray. Otherwise temptation will overpower you." (46)

It is evident that prayer is where we can draw upon God's strength. I need to spend more time in prayer. If I were a strong prayer warrior, I would be better able and equipped to hear God calling me and better able to resist temptation. I ask that God give me a stronger sense of discipline.

1 Thessalonians 3:5-8
Timothy's Report about the Church
"It gives us new life, knowing you remain strong in your faith." (8)

This passage of scripture is about faith and about joy in knowing that our faith in God is strong. This seems so fitting as my loved one has recently told me about his renewed desire to seek the Lord's help in his suffering. God is showing me that he desires us to have faith in Him. I feel this sense of "new life" because I have greater joy knowing that my loved one is seeking God. I am to continue to pray, as God has faithful in answering my prayers. I ask God to forgive me for the times a shadow of doubt crosses my path.